It’s been two awful years since you left me
It really took a while before my heart stop beating for you
I am now taking a profession that labours incessantly to destroy its own existence
Drowned in medical books and papers that I’m trying to be devoted to
I am used to live without you now
Still trying not to think about you
But bitter sweet memories we’ve shared still haunts me when I’m alone sometimes
How I miss hanging out with you,
ending the day doing nothing makes me feel complete just being beside you
I must not want you anymore and I hate myself for I am missing you
I badly want to curse you, hate you, and wish you bad luck
But I remember the times when my heart used to beat faster than ever,
the comfort of your cuddling arms,
your adorable gazes when you look into my eyes,
and your warm kisses that made me love you more
Last time I saw your face was through your online pictures
And there I knew that you already found someone
Still a lost teacher and still dreams of getting married day and night
How pathetic I am to still crave to meet you even if you broke my heart
I did a lot of mistakes when I lost you and cried myriad times but
I just wanted to say something before you go on your own
Tomorrow.....I won’t be missing you....
Goodbye... my hopeless dream....
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