Friday, February 10, 2012

Crazy night

Last night was crazy! as I was lifting weights around 11pm singing Bruno Mars' songs with all the right emotions I suddenly heard lovers quarreling in our neighborhood. Thinking it was just my sister being corny and watching these emo telenovelas on TV, I initially ignored the dramatic conversations until I heard screams and the sound of falling furniture! As far as i remember, I was able to hear clearly that there were gunshots.. Damn, I immediately went to see my brother and he told it might just be another house party that our neighbor is usually fond of. But it was totally different, after the gunshots there was silence until I peeked into one of our windows and saw police cars all over the place. Fuck I was planning to review Internal Medicine reading assignments pa naman! And so the ever anxious and scared muppet me was so paranoid that I turned the radio on and switched the TV to a radio show channel...And there confirmed a man was shot and SOCO went to the place to do an investigation. Fuck I only had 4 hours of sleep lang tuloy because of them. Grabe lang Im still mortified and trembling..fuck anyway till my next blog have to accomplish big group discussions for next week. Another hell week approaching -_-

Here it is...

Its been 3 years since my blog post and from those three years a lot of heartbreaks, hardships, and victories happened that helped me change for the better. I was not able to update my blog since then and I was so preoccupied with cooking, photography, and Language classes, and yeah Medical school who keeps on fucking my life...

Finally,the list for scheduled physical examination prior to medical clerkship has been posted. I am quite anxious yet optimistic and determined that I will be able to pull up my grades in Radiology, Gynecology, and Psychiatry this time to be able to qualify for clerkship. What I am actually afraid of is the final examinations since it would be 20% of our final grades in our yearly subjects. Passing the final examinations will not be as easy as other people will think of. It would require you to read samplexes way beyond 2007, read handouts from June, and at least finish the book from the cover until the last few pages of geekery. In short, one has to master all the yearly subjects in one hell week.

As death March is coming, I am now pressured to start browsing these crappy pile of handouts and samplexes that have cost me 20 burger diets and had transformed my room into becoming a storage room. Oh boy! medical school is really like a roller coaster ride! I just hope I have a special someone I can share my rants and problems with but there she goes with another man... I guess almost all long distance relationships do not last that long. Enough of the drama oh well anyway all I needed this time is the inspiration and determination that I will be able to surpass and qualify for clerkship! go go go elmo!